Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Another Emotional Punch In The Gut

Well, I think my POA is out. I think he's finished with the process. I think he is too busy with other commitments and I think he is too overwhelmed with what is next. After a good cry under a tree in the woods while it was raining and then a nap in my bathroom closet (so that no children could find me), I'm feeling better. Andy will be in Rwanda in three weeks and maybe he can make something happen for us! I think I'll know tomorrow. I emailed my POA one more time asking for a little more information and once I hear back from him, I think I'll have some further insight. I'm sad. I feel defeated. But I know that somewhere (somehow) there is a bigger plan. I cannot wait to see what it is!!!!!

7 comments:

Kelly said...

UGGGHHH!!! I am praying!!!

'becca said...

I LOVE YOU!

Jen said...

Hi- We have an excellent POA in Rwanda that is helping a group of about 6 of us to adopt, and has already helped bring a son home for another family. He's a man of God and VERY on the ball. please email me if you want his contact infor
jenmjones@gmail.com
jen bill and emilia cropf, philadelphia pa

emily said...

Oh girl, I am so sorry. This emotional roller coaster ride just keeps on going.........hang in there.

Ethiopia...part of our world said...

Hey girl- we are praying!! God does know the big picture!!

Courtney said...

oh, jamie. i can't imagine...i'm so sorry...

Kari said...

Jamie, we will keep praying!!!! Stay strong sister... you're one of the strongest women I know!!
xoxo